The-Legendaerie-LT

I've literally had a journal with a typo in the title just... sitting here since before Christmas break.  Wow. My life is actually a joke.

Other than that I just continue to have nothing to say.  Y'all should know my Tumblr by now and I'm going to continue to never be on here.  If you need me for questions or whatever, drop me an ask here:

lostlegendaerie.tumblr.com

I'll post art on here occasionally but for the most part... Nah.

Too much of a bother.

I'm working on YET ANOTHER HOMESTUCK CROSSOVER and I'm not even sorry so expect that up sometime next week? Yeah.

But so far break's been good.  Tasty food, hard work outside, and BIOSHOCK.  Ugh, BioShock.  All these feelings and I can't handle them.  Why this.  *rolls down flight of stairs*

Still haven't gotten together all the materials together for some props I'm making over break so HOPEFULLY I'LL HAVE THOSE FINISHED BY THEN but if not then there's spring break? idk

Also working on presents for friends for PROCRASTINATOR'S CHRISTMAS on January 25th because there's no way I can get everything done in time so yeah whoops.

I just can't wait until I'm done with school, I hate it hate it hate it.  BLUH.

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But also HEY I'M GOING TO OHAYOCON.  Been so busy I haven't totally secured a ride (*sobs*) but I'm working on that too.  Tentative costumes are:

Friday - Rarity (MLP)
Saturday - Kanaya (HS)
Konishi - (WEWY)

Hope to see y'all there~

Which is pretty terrible since half my warnings weren't even for things I did wrong, but I've submited a ticket and in the meantime working of moving my NC stuff to my original main from like 6 years ago.

I'll still earn NP on this account until the end of the month or so, then I'll move everything, close my shop, etc.  A serious pain but at least I didn't get frozen.  I don't really want to talk about it, but at least I'm only like 100k away from getting a Draik egg.

SO EXCITED.

In other art news, I've got like three projects to do for school and I'm pretty concerned but have spent the last two days super sick so haven't gotten much done.  Things should change soon enough, though - I'm taking as many vitamins and shit as I can.

I'm just trying to convince myself that this whole silencing thing, on top of everyone else, doesn't bother me.  Because I know deep it down it actually, terribly does, but like everything else I don't have time to be upset.

I just gotta keep moving forward, and try not to think too much about what I'm leaving behind.

So I'm doing art for the 'final project' in two of my classes and I'm just kind of internally sobbing with the difficultly level of the pieces I need to do and the fact that I have to have them done by the end of the month if not sooner

The really complicated one I've been picking at for a few months now, but I need to have it printed and possibly on a wall scroll or something because the shape is just awkard as shit, and I'm hoping I can get dA to print it for me possibly or a few other options

The other one I haven't even started and I'm just sobbing internally over everything

I'm just a giant ball of distress right now and have been for like six months and I wake up every morning actually shocked I'm still alive

I need a vacation.  Preferably one back in time so I can beat the shit out of my past self.

EDIT NOTE: MOTHER OF GOD MY LIFE IS SAVED

THIS IS A PICTURE OF JOHN THAT EXISTS

I WILL LITERALLY NEVER STOP LAUGHING

It's like living with something really huge and bulky and invisible in the middle of your room.  You try and live around it, but it's always there.

Sometimes you're tired and you'll trip over it.  Sometimes it just seems to fall on top of you, and you have to call your friends for help in getting it off your back.

Sometimes people will try to tell you it's not there, because they can't see it.  Others will tell you that you should just move it out of the way if it's such a problem.  They don't realize how heavy it is.


In summary, I've gotten really into nihilism and angry-comics from Tumblr so I'll probably start drawing darker stuff like that so let me know if it's gonna bother you so I'll create like a side account or something, I don't really know

Life is terrible and there are a lot of people in it who are terrible too, but that's okay because I'm pretty terrible as well

Everything is terrible

We should all just hurry up and die